Mind the Elocution Gap

Stimtastic Aspergers

There is honey in my thoughts today, but there lies a great divide between what I’m thinking and what I’m speaking. I try to bridge that gap with writing, which is not always an efficient means of communication in a social or business setting. I don’t know why I lose eloquence from thought to sound, but my thought seems to break and fragment on their way out of my mouth, and my tongue shreds on the shards of my words. I suppose one part has to do with my social phobia, where another persons entire being is a sensory enigma to me. Their impaling eyes fixed on mine, as if to penetrate a secret out of me. I have to look away, but I think I have mastered this. I look up to the right or to the left, as if I’m heavily pondering what they have to say. When…

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